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第31章 温暖成长的旅途 5（第1页）

第31章温暖成长的旅途（5）

Teaunieaielltheirstories，butRaycouldtellyouhowmuchhemissedplayinghisguitarwithoutspeakiimeshemovedhishandsacrosstheairasifhewereplayinghisfavoritebluesscale.Healwaysgavemeaslightnodwhenhesawmeeintotheeeting.Heluitarstories.AlthoughhehadbeenaGanderHillforoveradecade，healwayshadasonginhishead，inpartiethathesaidhehadbeenwritinginhismindsincehisarrival.Helookedforlayingagainthewayatsthedaysuion.

WhenmygroupformallyestablisheditselfatGahemenwereallowedanightofcelebrationtowhichtheyviteowofamilymembers.ThenightofthecelebrationwasjustlikeChristmasfortheTheyhuddledwiththeirlovedoheyhadouseveralmer.SincehisfamilylivedinTexas，othecelebrationasRay'sguest，butheatientlyformetoarrive.Asherehearsedhissonginhishead，Iwalkedintotheprisonwithaguitar.

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到1993年春天，我已骗去过甘达尔山监狱好几次了。这个时候，我见到了雷。父亲带领一个小组在那里教授犯人们学习交流和说话的技巧。我是一名大四的学生，言语交际是我的主修课。后来，我在甘达尔山组织了自己的学生志愿小组。

教授怎样交际就得让他们讲述自己的故事，然而雷不用任何言语就能告诉你，他是多么想弹吉他。有时候，他的双手在空中飞舞着，就好像他在弹奏着他最钟爱的布鲁斯曲调。每次他看到我走进小礼拜堂组织集会的时候，都会冲着我轻轻地点点头。他很高兴能够有人分享他的吉他故事，尽管在甘达尔山监狱已骗住了十几年，可是他的头脑中骗常回**着乐曲，尤其是那首他说刚进来时就在他头脑中写好的歌。他盼望着能够再次弹奏吉他，仿佛孩子在一天天地数着，巴望着暑假快快到来一样。

当我的小组在甘达尔山正式建立时，这些犯人得到准许可以请一两个家人，和他们一起参加庆祝晚会。对他们而言，庆祝晚会仿佛就是圣诞节。他们和亲人们团聚在一起，他们有几个月，甚至更长的时间没有见面了。雷的家人住在得克萨斯州，他们没能来参加庆祝晚会，然而他耐心地等待我的到来。当他在脑海里排练着这首歌的时候，我走进了监狱，手里拿着一把吉他。

雷给吉他调准音，仿佛在把自己的生活调回到和谐有序的时刻。在此之前以及之后，我都未曾听到那样的调音。他回过身来看着我，点点头向我致谢，接着用吉他弹唱起他的歌。我看着雷的手指在琴弦上舞动，就像雷自己在自由奔跑。这一刻，雷完全是自由的。

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Losingsomeonewhootbereplayoneelseisharderthanlosingmillionsofdollars.Ihavebeeedbymyexperieooverotionaldisturbandingthattherearethingsthatotten，andgainitheuhefriendship.Whefriehehadlungcer，mylifepletely.IknewIwasgoiIdidn'tknowitwouldbesohardtooverethefeelingsthatheleftmewith.

Wewerefriends，nularfriends，butwewerebestfriends，whiseverything.Wewoulddtogether，suchasplaysoccer，playpianoandguitar，walkoandactawayfromhomeandhidesomewhere，ditchsdthroartyonMonday.

&hebesttimetogether，butuookallthatfromme.SometimesIaskmyselfwhyithadtobehim，mybestfriend，apersonwhotrustedwitheverything，apersoodotomakemehappy，apersonwhowasthebestpartofmylife.Hewouldgiveeverythirengthenourfriendship.Hewasafriendaysbei.

ItwasthenightofApril14，1999.Iwillthatday.Heeshoweredintears.Helookedverysad."What'sgoingon，whyareyousodepressed？"Iasked.

"I'm，I'mgoing，andI'mgoingto..."hesaidslowly.

&oppedtalking，Ididn'tknoasgoingoy，buthekhionthshewashavihing.Thatdidn'tbotherhimmutilthatmomeedadoctor.Ilookedathiseyes，andIsawhisbluecoloredeyesblurringintoshadowsofadreaIuoodwhatwasgoingon，butIdidn'tcry，beewifdid，thatwouldreallyhurthisfeelings.Ilookedathimagainandsaid，&quwillbejustfine；youjusthavetotakepropercareofyourself."IheflameofsadburningandIingmytearsfromfalling，butIknewIwasstroohandlemyself.

Thatmomentwasfollowedbyajoke，whi'treallyremember.Iomakehimlaughaionsgoaway，Ibegantellingsoodjokes.Hestartedtolaughveryhard，buthecoughedtoo.ThatwasthelasttimeIsawhimlaughingthathard，thathappy，thatsadatthesametime.

OIgota，askiogoandseehim，becausehewasn'tfeelingveryaysthereforoher，soIwentthere.Helookedallwhite，andhisblueeyesdidn'tseemtobeveryhappy.Iwastryingtofoolmyself，ainginmymihingwasgoingtht.Iakemyselftobelievethatitwasreallygoingtohappen.

Itwas2：30amwhenhefinallytoawoofusaloedtalking."Iknowwhat'sgoingtohappeyoudon'tworry...I'llbeallright，becauseGodisgoingtotakee.Anddon'tbesad.It'snotlikewe&#oiheragain？"

Heaskedmetoholdhishandhard，aoldmethatourfriendshipwilllastforeverhappens.Hegavemealetterandsaid，"Wheneveryoufeelit'stimetoreadthis，justopenit."Iyeyes，andwithinsedsIfelthispulsestoppumping，andadarkinsideofmyhalefteverything.HisblueeyeswerealreadydI'tdoaomakethemlookbackatme.

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